Today I can not think of anything else except the torture I had undergone last evening when I had finally visited my dentist. It took me full two months, yes you read it right, to finally gather the courage & go. And well my fear was not wrong. He made me sit on the hot seat for one & a half hours with my mouth open doing something inside that obviously I couldn’t see but could only feel. By the end of it my head was spinning, my jaw was aching & my stomach was growling. I had not eaten anything since 1.30 in the afternoon & the doc instructed me not to have anything for next one hour or till the numbness was gone. Finally i could manage to eat at 11.30 in the night. The worst part is I’ve to go again today. God please help me & give me the courage to undergo this torture again.